Just what I’ve always wanted

| July 30, 2009

Although people always say that it is better to give then take, but for me if we always waited for what we have been given, maybe we will not get what we want. The thing that I’ve always wanted was if I could meet again with my childhood friends. He is someone special to me because he always supports me what I do and always help me when I need him. But now, I could not meet him or contact him because I have been lost contact with him. I still remember when he protected me when all my classmates laugh at me because I cannot finish my painting. “It was not good to laugh at someone weakness because we are not perfect”, he said to all my classmates. I really appreciate what he had done. He also helped me to finish my painting because he was very good in painting.

One day, when we talked under the tree waiting for our school bus to achieve us, he told me something that make me very sad. “I have to move on to follow my family. My father was transferred to Sarawak”, he said sadly. “Oh! My God...” I felt very shocked and at the same time I felt so empty. He told me not to be sad. He also told me that he will contact me. “You must be a strong girl and live a happy life. Promise me?” he asked. I nodded and give a brightest smile for him.

Sadly, until now, I never heard news from him. I never know where he had been now, if he live a happy life like we promise and the important thing that he was healthy or not. But what I could do to get what I’ve wanted. Just wait like people always said although I do not like it and pray for the miracle. So, just what I’ve always wanted is to meet again with one of my special childhood friend to show him that now I’m very happy with my life.

..terima semua yang terjadi..

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hmmm..
pagi2 lagi dah dapat surat amarannn..
lalalala~~~
dat i'm menyesal..
dat i'm mengeluh..
dat i'm sedih..
iya..
sebab sa insan biasa..
but what happen..happen la kan..
come on tati..
ingat pesan seorang teman..

“Dan janganlah kamu (merasa) lemah, dan jangan (pula) bersedih hati, sebab kamu paling tinggi (darjatnya), jika kamu orang yang beriman. ”
(Surah Al-Imran, ayat 139)

*terbanglah bersamaku*

| July 29, 2009


Berhembuslah engkau angin malam
Bawa serta laguku
Mengitari bumi ini hingga jauh


Akulah seorang petualang
Yang mencari cinta sejati
Sampai mati aku akan tetap mencari

Aku bagai biola yang tak berdawai
Bila tidak engkau lengkapi
Aku mohon agar engkau tinggal disini

Hamparan pasir putih menunggu
Karang di lautan menangis
Bila aku tak bisa melumpuhkanmu

Peluk erat tubuhku
Sentuhlah jemariku
Rebahkan sayap-sayap patahmu
Dan terbanglah bersamaku
Tuk melintasi langit ke tujuh
Bawalah aku ke alam damaimu

Peluk erat tubuhku
Sentuhlah jemariku
Rebahkan sayap-sayap patahmu

berurut

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woooo..
sakit owhh..
1st tyme berurut..
sakitt nii..
lepas ni..
sa akan lebih berhati-hati..
agar tia perlu diurut lagi..
haaa..
cepatla bek wahai kaki..

Kerana Engkau Nama Terbilang

| July 28, 2009

..suka ni pic..
..sebab nmpk awan..
..mcm peta sabah..
hahaha

arghhhh..

| July 27, 2009

nya mamaku..
inda baik mengeluh mun sakit..
inda kuasa janya..
inda redha ketentuan TUHAN..
haaaaa..
tapi mun sakit..
payah bnar eh kan menahan asa..
nda bek asa kan manalan..
nda baik asa badan..
nda siuk luan..
capat2 tah baik lihir ani..
kan nangis luan asa..
mun kan nalan pun mcm kana tuih pisau...
baik tah lakas..
baik tah lakas..
aku nda tahan da gini..

memasak??

| July 26, 2009

hahaha..
tad aku memasak lagi..
batah dah nda memasak..
mun tggl di asrama atu.
payah ehh kan masak..
tapi aku puas atila tad..
aku masak..
babah ma adiku btmbh jua mkn..
hahahaa..
sipun adiku dmm..
iya mkn jua bnyk..
tapi mun ku ingat2..
bukan bnyk yg ku pndai masak..
bnyk lagi ni yg aku inda pndai masak..
teori pndaila..
mun praktikal..
kompom..mama mertua tulak..
bukan saja mama mertua..
mama ucing pun tulak pakah..
hahahaa..
hmmmm..mcmana tah ni ahh???
risau sendiri menginngat nasib diri ani..

*why*

| July 25, 2009

"Why"

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

i'm back..wif new version..hahaha

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ahakkss..
lama dah asaanku..
inda ku nulis..
antah pa jua yg di sibukkan..
aku pun inda tauuu..
mun kawan2 yg lain ani ada jua masa bisia..
pa ya aku ni ahhh??
tati..tati..
urus jua dikit masamu atu usai2..
karangani aku di k.b...
hmmm..
napa ya ahh??
aku mcm inda suka nganya sini ani...
mangkali aku alum biasa disini pakah..
bulih ka ni ah aku menatap disini??
banar ka ani ah aku kan menatap di sini ani??
jadi tujuan ku nulis dalam bahasa kedayan kali ani..
adalah disebabkan aku inda mau kelupahan betutuan kedayan..
takutku luan hantap bckap macm besia disini ani..
lain bunyinya kedayan ku..
haaaa..
jauh jauh palis..
jad start kali ani aku mesti nulis dalam bahasa ani..
hehe..

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